Post Secrets for May 15, 2008

I wish it was possible for a single guy and girl to meet, with only friendly intentions. It's weird how the friendship phase is passed over, especially in college. I feel like everyone is looking for a relationship out of everyone they meet. I guess it's natural to want that, but I still wish there was some middle ground.

Post Secrets for May 14, 2008

Even thought you tell me you love me, and that you will be in my life forever, a small part of me is still scared i will lose you like i lost her.

I hate all the men in my life who have made it that much harder for me to let the next one in...

Post Secrets for May 13, 2008

to the tan guy with facial hair who is always riding his bike around campus: even though you look like you haven't showered in days, i still find you EXTREMELY attractive in a really earthy kind of way...

Post Secrets for May 12, 2008

i go to a dumb fucking school full of ass-backwards rednecks and engineers

no matter how hard i try, whenever my phone goes off, my heart jumps hoping it's you...

i have a crush on the green bandana boy who used to live in bragaw

Post Secrets for May 11, 2008

I ate your leftovers.

I'm so glad your out of my life, but it still hurts that you talk about me and don't even care that I'm not in yours...

Post Secrets for May 10, 2008

I think I'm finally ready to let go and move on.

I'm pretty sure I watch porn just as much as my guy friends....but I'm a girl.

Post Secrets for May 9, 2008

I despise myself for being overweight... In a way I hate that I can eat so much and I am almost gluttonous when there are children in other places of the world who starve. I have started to feel as if I don't deserve to eat.

I should have gone to you the night that you died. You hung up on me. I'm sorry I didn't come over & save them the sight of seeing you like that.

Since I'm not as well-known at state as I was at my high-school...I feel so inadequate here...I hate that I'm considered fat and ugly at state--so for the first time in my life I wore makeup everyday and now I'm trying to lose weight.

Post Secrets of May 8, 2008

I always try to live with no regrets, but it takes a lot out of me. I don't know if I can do it this time.

I hate when people jokingly call me fat. Even though I know it's not true, it still hurts a little.

Post Secrets for May 7, 2008