Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Don't be afraid to be who you truly are? If only I had the courage to stand up to my parents and everyone and tell them my true plans for my life, who I really am, everything would fit together for me.
I am 20 years old, halfway done with college, and I don't even think college is where I need to be at this point in my life.
i save voicemails from you so when i miss you, i can still hear your voice.
I wish I could live my life the way I do when I'm drunk because then I would be honest, free, and not afraid for once.
every time i'm horny, i'm hungry.

does that make me fat?
i put meat in my vegetarian friend's food when she wasn't looking.
My car and the one next to it got a ticket. I switched the tickets, mine got paid, and I threw theirs away.
I know what you really whispered that time I asked you what you said, and you pretended it was something else.

I hope it's true, and that you have the courage to really say it to me one day.
I always hated the cherry chapstick you wore. At least now I never have to taste it again.

Post Secrets for April 23, 2008

Don't be afraid to be who you truly are...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

i am 20 years old and still watch the disney channel
i slept with my professor..and i only made a B+
i wish my life was a musical
I cannot even concentrate in class anymore because I keep wondering to myself "Is this it? Is this all life is supposed to be? Facts Figures, Equations, more and more money?" What happened to people actually being truly happy in life?
Thank you for proving to me that you aren't the perfect guy i thought you were...
i cheated on my boyfriend with the guy i lost my virginity to, 2 years ago. i want to be with him but he doesnt want a relationship and apparently im not girlfriend material.i love my boyfriend, im just not in love with him anymore.
everything i do is for you
on second thought, it's all for me!
sometimes i wonder if my existence even matters
i thought moving away was the hardest thing i'd have to do...now it's moving back
People think I've stopped lying........I'm just better at it now.
When I meet people for the first time, I think about what it would be like to have sex with them.
I'm afraid of time passing too quickly, because I have no idea what I want to do with my life, or where it's going.
All my excuses for being late are lies.
I wish I could go back to when I was five years old, when everything was so much easier.
I'm afraid of getting caught in a revolving door.