Friday, April 25, 2008

i am secretly still dating my boyfriend though im telling everyone that im not.i figure that way people wont get mad at me and maybe i wont miss out on the one guy that may be my soulmate.
I'm stronger that I ever thought I could be. I'm so proud.
I only apologized because you made me....I'm not really sorry.
I've never been happier than when I was with you.

I'm afraid I will never be that happy again.
just because i got through it, doesn't mean i'm ok.
When I tell other people what a jerk you are, it's not because I like talking crap about you. It's cause I'm trying to make myself believe it so I can move on.
i am secretly in love with one of my best guy friends. and he will never know the truth...
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Thursday, April 24, 2008

I don't put up walls to keep people out, I do to see who cares enough to break them down.
I just realized that I'm exactly where I was a year ago, where I worked so hard not to go back to, and that terrifies me. Especially that I just figured it out...
My secret? I wish that deep down someone really wanted to date me. No one has any idea how lonely it is after 2 years of not being wanted by anyone.
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Don't be afraid to be who you truly are? If only I had the courage to stand up to my parents and everyone and tell them my true plans for my life, who I really am, everything would fit together for me.
I am 20 years old, halfway done with college, and I don't even think college is where I need to be at this point in my life.
i save voicemails from you so when i miss you, i can still hear your voice.
I wish I could live my life the way I do when I'm drunk because then I would be honest, free, and not afraid for once.
every time i'm horny, i'm hungry.

does that make me fat?
i put meat in my vegetarian friend's food when she wasn't looking.
My car and the one next to it got a ticket. I switched the tickets, mine got paid, and I threw theirs away.
I know what you really whispered that time I asked you what you said, and you pretended it was something else.

I hope it's true, and that you have the courage to really say it to me one day.
I always hated the cherry chapstick you wore. At least now I never have to taste it again.

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Don't be afraid to be who you truly are...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

i am 20 years old and still watch the disney channel
i slept with my professor..and i only made a B+
i wish my life was a musical