After a few years in college, I have realized that it's not for me. I'm thinking of leaving. Everything they teach us here is meaningless in the grand scheme of things. No real lessons about life are taught in school, just pointless facts and equations that we as humans made up to quantify the natural forces that surround us. What are we really doing??

I still have feelings for you, and I think you do for me. It's too late because now you're with her. But is it ever too late?

I am terrified because I have no idea where my life is going. I want to pause and figure it out, but that's not an option.

I found out you slept with my best friend.

Guess what?

I've been sleeping with your brother.

Post Secrets for April 26, 2008

i am secretly still dating my boyfriend though im telling everyone that im not.i figure that way people wont get mad at me and maybe i wont miss out on the one guy that may be my soulmate.

I'm stronger that I ever thought I could be. I'm so proud.

I only apologized because you made me....I'm not really sorry.

I've never been happier than when I was with you.

I'm afraid I will never be that happy again.

just because i got through it, doesn't mean i'm ok.

When I tell other people what a jerk you are, it's not because I like talking crap about you. It's cause I'm trying to make myself believe it so I can move on.

i am secretly in love with one of my best guy friends. and he will never know the truth...

Post Secrets for April 25, 2008

I don't put up walls to keep people out, I do to see who cares enough to break them down.

I just realized that I'm exactly where I was a year ago, where I worked so hard not to go back to, and that terrifies me. Especially that I just figured it out...

My secret? I wish that deep down someone really wanted to date me. No one has any idea how lonely it is after 2 years of not being wanted by anyone.

Post Secrets for April 24, 2008

Don't be afraid to be who you truly are? If only I had the courage to stand up to my parents and everyone and tell them my true plans for my life, who I really am, everything would fit together for me.

I am 20 years old, halfway done with college, and I don't even think college is where I need to be at this point in my life.

i save voicemails from you so when i miss you, i can still hear your voice.

I wish I could live my life the way I do when I'm drunk because then I would be honest, free, and not afraid for once.

every time i'm horny, i'm hungry.

does that make me fat?

i put meat in my vegetarian friend's food when she wasn't looking.

My car and the one next to it got a ticket. I switched the tickets, mine got paid, and I threw theirs away.

I know what you really whispered that time I asked you what you said, and you pretended it was something else.

I hope it's true, and that you have the courage to really say it to me one day.