Monday, May 5, 2008

I was really sad to say good bye to you and I don't know why
I am so sad to leave this place for the summer. This was a good year and I don't want to leave it behind. I just wish everyone would stay here forever.

Strangely enough, I am really going to miss the dorms. But not Fountain.
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Sunday, May 4, 2008

Everything is so overwhelming, I have no idea how to fix any of it, and where my life is going...
He still lies to you...all the time...part of me wishes he didn't and i don't know why.
I am sad I will never live on campus again, it's very unexpected.
I love my suite with all of my heart and it makes me sad that we probably won't be as close next year.
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Saturday, May 3, 2008

i don't want to do anything with my life, i wish i could just sit around and be lazy.
i think my expectations for people may be too high, but i'm afraid to let go of them, in case they aren't...
i spit in your food when you aren't there, i'm so glad we never have to live together again.
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Friday, May 2, 2008

I miss the way things were, I just wish life wasn't so difficult and that every decision i made didn't hurt someone. now, instead of thinking of myself, I have to think of everyone else too. I just want to be in control again.
I want to fuck.
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Thursday, May 1, 2008

I give you my best, but I never get your best. I feel so used, why am I not good enough?
I think it may be too hard seeing him again, and I just need to stop, but I don't think I can...
i know that you're lying to me, you think you are so great at it, but i can tell. i just don't know why you're lying yet.
I can't stop thinking about your dick.
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

You're the only thing that keeps me going...and i think i may have to stop talking to you.
I'm afraid you're like a drug to me and I am to you and we'll never be able to stop...
I can't wait to move off campus so I don't have to listen to people's bed squeaking while they're having sex.
i enjoy using up the last of the toilet paper because i know that the next person will be left without ANY.
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