Post Secrets for May 21, 2008

I hate summer and all the people who are so excited about it.

I'm glad you fought for me...

Post Secrets for May 20, 2008

When you get mad over something stupid, it just makes me want to keep doing it. Stop.

Post Secrets for May 19, 2008

I cannot believe how ridiculous and immature you are.

I secretly steal office supplies from work. I don't know why, but I can't stop.

Post Secrets for May 18, 2008

I hate the person I've become...

Post Secrets for May 17, 2008

I hate that you've trapped me in this relationship. I feel betrayed and tricked but also like I can't leave. You're completely selfish.

I know I CAN live without you...I just don't know if I WANT to.

Post Secrets for May 16, 2008

I slept with your gf. I can never tell you because you have been such a great friend, but it will NEVER happen again.

I'm starting to trust you again, but I'm still guarded and not naive like before. Don't let me down.

Post Secrets for May 15, 2008

I wish it was possible for a single guy and girl to meet, with only friendly intentions. It's weird how the friendship phase is passed over, especially in college. I feel like everyone is looking for a relationship out of everyone they meet. I guess it's natural to want that, but I still wish there was some middle ground.

Post Secrets for May 14, 2008

Even thought you tell me you love me, and that you will be in my life forever, a small part of me is still scared i will lose you like i lost her.

I hate all the men in my life who have made it that much harder for me to let the next one in...

Post Secrets for May 13, 2008

to the tan guy with facial hair who is always riding his bike around campus: even though you look like you haven't showered in days, i still find you EXTREMELY attractive in a really earthy kind of way...

Post Secrets for May 12, 2008

i go to a dumb fucking school full of ass-backwards rednecks and engineers

no matter how hard i try, whenever my phone goes off, my heart jumps hoping it's you...

i have a crush on the green bandana boy who used to live in bragaw

Post Secrets for May 11, 2008

I ate your leftovers.

I'm so glad your out of my life, but it still hurts that you talk about me and don't even care that I'm not in yours...

Post Secrets for May 10, 2008

I think I'm finally ready to let go and move on.

I'm pretty sure I watch porn just as much as my guy friends....but I'm a girl.

Post Secrets for May 9, 2008

I despise myself for being overweight... In a way I hate that I can eat so much and I am almost gluttonous when there are children in other places of the world who starve. I have started to feel as if I don't deserve to eat.

I should have gone to you the night that you died. You hung up on me. I'm sorry I didn't come over & save them the sight of seeing you like that.

Since I'm not as well-known at state as I was at my high-school...I feel so inadequate here...I hate that I'm considered fat and ugly at state--so for the first time in my life I wore makeup everyday and now I'm trying to lose weight.

Post Secrets of May 8, 2008

I always try to live with no regrets, but it takes a lot out of me. I don't know if I can do it this time.

I hate when people jokingly call me fat. Even though I know it's not true, it still hurts a little.

Post Secrets for May 7, 2008

I wish people would stand up for me and not always take your side because you're a man.

Sometimes i wish you would stop lying, even though it benefits me, so i can regain some faith in you and in people...

I can't figure out if you're worth it. Prove to me without a doubt you are, or make it easy for me to walk away.

Post Secrets for May 6, 2008

I was really sad to say good bye to you and I don't know why

I am so sad to leave this place for the summer. This was a good year and I don't want to leave it behind. I just wish everyone would stay here forever.

Strangely enough, I am really going to miss the dorms. But not Fountain.

Post Secrets for May 5, 2008

Everything is so overwhelming, I have no idea how to fix any of it, and where my life is going...

He still lies to you...all the time...part of me wishes he didn't and i don't know why.

I am sad I will never live on campus again, it's very unexpected.

I love my suite with all of my heart and it makes me sad that we probably won't be as close next year.

Post Secrets for May 4, 2008

i don't want to do anything with my life, i wish i could just sit around and be lazy.

i think my expectations for people may be too high, but i'm afraid to let go of them, in case they aren't...

i spit in your food when you aren't there, i'm so glad we never have to live together again.

Post Secrets May 3, 2008

I miss the way things were, I just wish life wasn't so difficult and that every decision i made didn't hurt someone. now, instead of thinking of myself, I have to think of everyone else too. I just want to be in control again.

I want to fuck.

Post Secrets for May 2, 2008

I give you my best, but I never get your best. I feel so used, why am I not good enough?

I think it may be too hard seeing him again, and I just need to stop, but I don't think I can...

i know that you're lying to me, you think you are so great at it, but i can tell. i just don't know why you're lying yet.

I can't stop thinking about your dick.

Post Secrets for May 1, 2008