I'm terrified by some of the choices my friends make, but I don't know how to help them. Maybe I try to control everything too much.

I'm afraid I'm becoming that DUMB SLUT everyone thinks I am.

i spit in your drink went you weren't looking you dumb, controlling bitch.

i wish my life had less drama, but i'm afraid it'd be boring with out it.

x

I feel trapped inside my own mind, an old soul stuck in a young body. People think they understand me, but there are so many things that I think and feel that no one knows. I feel much more mature mentally than my friends and classmates, but I really wish I could slow down and enjoy being young. I wish I could understand why people have random hookups. I don't get how its fun if it's not someone you love. I don't know why it's okay to give your body away to someone who barely knows your name.

Post Secrets for April 28, 2008