I wish I could talk to my family about what is going on in my life, but I'm afraid if I do, they will judge me.

I think I'm going to fail out of college, I don't know how to fix it, and its the last thing I want. I'm so embarrassed.

i'm starting to think i create drama in my life, because deep down i enjoy it.

i'm terrified i will let my family down and never live up to their expectations, even though they tell me they are proud.

I cut myself, and then make up excuses before my friends get a chance to ask about.

i cry every time i think about my relationship with my parents. i miss them so much and i hate how things are, but i have no idea how to fix them. i know they care and would do anything for me, but i feel like i can't go them about things. i wish there was something i could do.

Post Secrets for April 29, 2008